Speechless :)

All i can say about this last weekend is nothing because it was so amazing that in speechless :D I went shopping with Karen on Friday night. We really wanted cotton candy but the stupid machine didn't work!!! But we decided to get Jamba Juice which was much better than a machine made cotton candy :) On Saturday Karlie and I went to my church to have a Nerf War :) which was a blast but i always died first or second... but that's okay :) after that we went to get ready for Sweethearts :) which only would of been better if i would of asked someone (and not just any someone ;) ) but I had a blast with Karlie anyways :) the rest of the weekend all I really did was watch Solitary and text Karlie and Dallas :) which is always interesting :)

school...

So I'm sitting here in advisory and I'm posting on my blog... never thought this would happen :) I'm having a wonderful day :) I got my English homework done and my math homework fin :) history i worked on an assinment with Dallas :) he's really funny :) spun in spinning now sitting in advisory... not very excited for the rest of the day well other than pretty excited for Chemistry ;)

Torn

So after my last boy problem I promised myself that i wouldn't fall in "like" with another boy until after high school... I guess my heart has other plans... Its not like my heart or brain decides to like just another boy they decide to like one of the cutest funniest boys in my school. Sometimes I wish that I could control my heart but i guess it just wants to control me... which I'm okay with, all i can do is see where it takes me :) hopefully someplace good :)

Anticipation!!!

          I hate the feeling that I get right after I audition for a play... the "Was I good enough for them?" or "That was an amazing audition, there's no way that they cant pick me for this part"... I have thought those thoughts after most of my high school theater career and both of them have came back and bit me in the butt. I have learned that when you are waiting for the cast listing to be posted (which to me seems like it takes years for her to figure out whose, who) that you cant think that you completely bombed it or you rocked it because what you think that the cast should be is NOT what the director wants it to be. Yes I will be the first to admit that I have become cocky and thought I was the perfect person to portray a specific character which to my grateful delight I was crushed. The most annoying part about the auditioning proses are those people that you get once in a while who don't care about anyone else and have there parents call the director and beg them to give their child the part that everyone else wants, and when they don't get the part they throw a fit... Yup those people are still around... If they don't start working on their own they wont get anywhere in life.
           So in conclusion to this long rant about how some people just make me mad. I am really hoping that I get a part in this play. Even if I don't get my first pick for this play I hope I get the second one. So I'm crossing my fingers and impatiently awaiting the posting of the cast list. :)